I am trying to get things done. This past year the thought occured to me that I may possibly had A.D.D. It might be the stress also. My brain feels like a mass of water slushing around in my head as I walk into my bedroom to try and organize what things I want to take. Where do I start? I simply hate this part. On top of trying to get my head together I had to figure out what I was going to do for another suitcase. I went into the crawl space last night and found there were two suitcases… one new and one old. When I confronted my mom about it she told me I could only take the old one. I guess I understood that… and I can’t really complain too much about it because I know she reads this. That’s right Mom! I can’t believe you would try to send your son out of the country with one suitcase! Well, I tried taking it lightly and thought about the sacrafice it would be… I still hated the idea. However, my loving grandfather had a suitcase even bigger than the new untouchable suitcase I couldn’t have. It is a blessing.
I called my two other banks about my student loans and found out they are alllll deferred. This is such a praise. Everything is coming together now.
As much as I’d love to be on top of all this stuff, right now I just needed to take some time to reflect. I just found one of my dog’s eye boogers on my shirt… See? A.D.D!
Alright, I really haven’t done anything to merrit this time for procrastination. It has definitely helped to vent and get all my frustrations out.
And a special message to mothers out there… please just be chill when your son/daughter is trying to pack. You have the uncanny ability to stress them out. 😐